the first two parts, even a little bit of the third part, was so exhausting. the way they argue about every small thing, and also hide everything from each other is so annoying - they refuse to communicate about the things that matter and then blow up at each other when it gets too much.
euntak, my baby, as much as i love him, he needs to get whacked in the head to gain some sense - and that’s exactly what the second accident gave him he pursues dojae knowing full well the guy doesn’t like him+only wants him for sex, yet he makes up all of these fantasies in his mind. and i get that - his crush is willing to date him, why wouldn’t he imagine them getting together in the end. but his problem is that he gets too in his head and lets it interfere with reality. also the other issue is that he cares too much about what other people, but i also get it. i’m also queer, i cant just come out to my family bc theyre so homophobic, but it’s also such a struggle on dojae’s side too - he doesn’t understand how things work in a conventional manner, and i can imagine how confusing it must’ve been for a guy who was so obviously making heart eyes at him at every opportunity, finally get with him and then want to hide their relationship. that’s also so hurtful, the fact that you’re in a happy relationship but being forced to be hidden away - i understand its obviously bc of the blatant homophobia, and euntak would proudly parade around with dojae in a better world, but it doesn’t lessen the hurt. also the thing with euntak is that he expects dojae to read his mind. even after they overcame everything in parts one and two and he figured how to work around dojae’s disorder, he expects dojae to read his mind and act like a perfect partner which isn’t realistic.
dojae, god help me. he’s so hot, but so infuriating yk for their three date agreement, i was so sure that euntak said dojae couldnt see anyone else and he agreed to that but idk? and i don’t understand why dojae didn’t stay monogamous during that time - it has nothing to do with feelings but whatever. i understand bc of his disorder he can be frustrating, but that can’t be an excuse for everything. i’m sure it gets exhausting having to deal with it constantly. like, he can be such a hypocrite - he goes and sees another woman after going on a date with euntak, but gets upset when he saw euntak and hyuk hugging? he gets upset about euntak being shirtless AT THE BEACH, while he himself is shirtless. euntak has so much patience, bc even if i were to date dojae and know that he could be exhausting, whenever he were to act like a hypocrite, i would smack him with a brick or smth idk
overall, i do think they’re cute together and their softer, fluffier scenes were so nicely done. i wish they weren’t so sex-centred, but sigh, this IS a bl after all, why would i expect them to talk and be domestic when they could be having sex instead (pls note my sarcasm ) i loved part three the most - they were the most settled and domestic, and their arguments were very short. not to mention the comedic nature made it a lot more enjoyable to read, i was giggling at everything like theyre so dumb but i love them
i wish hyuk and hyobin could get a spin off, theyre such a cute couple as well and i love puppy tops and hyuk is the CUTEST. i’m not gonna say much about the side stories, bc i was reading them when they were getting uploaded weekly and you can find my comments about me agonising with each update LMFAO. i hate it when authors make side stories angsty, LIKE WE ALREADY WENT THROUGH HELL IN THE MAIN STORY, LET THEM BE HAPPY IN THE SIDES??
oh also, i usually don’t like to make comments about the uploaders and ik icarus is everywhere uploading stories i love, but the deku and shiggy art is fucking insane man. saying people need to get help if they can’t differentiate between fiction and reality is the dumbest thing ever. brother, YOU need help you’re the one shipping a CHILD (14/15 years old) with an adult (shiggy is 20/21) like you can’t be serious but anyways
the first two parts, even a little bit of the third part, was so exhausting. the way they argue about every small thing, and also hide everything from each other is so annoying - they refuse to communicate about the things that matter and then blow up at each other when it gets too much.
euntak, my baby, as much as i love him, he needs to get whacked in the head to gain some sense - and that’s exactly what the second accident gave him he pursues dojae knowing full well the guy doesn’t like him+only wants him for sex, yet he makes up all of these fantasies in his mind. and i get that - his crush is willing to date him, why wouldn’t he imagine them getting together in the end. but his problem is that he gets too in his head and lets it interfere with reality. also the other issue is that he cares too much about what other people, but i also get it. i’m also queer, i cant just come out to my family bc theyre so homophobic, but it’s also such a struggle on dojae’s side too - he doesn’t understand how things work in a conventional manner, and i can imagine how confusing it must’ve been for a guy who was so obviously making heart eyes at him at every opportunity, finally get with him and then want to hide their relationship. that’s also so hurtful, the fact that you’re in a happy relationship but being forced to be hidden away - i understand its obviously bc of the blatant homophobia, and euntak would proudly parade around with dojae in a better world, but it doesn’t lessen the hurt. also the thing with euntak is that he expects dojae to read his mind. even after they overcame everything in parts one and two and he figured how to work around dojae’s disorder, he expects dojae to read his mind and act like a perfect partner which isn’t realistic.
dojae, god help me. he’s so hot, but so infuriating yk for their three date agreement, i was so sure that euntak said dojae couldnt see anyone else and he agreed to that but idk? and i don’t understand why dojae didn’t stay monogamous during that time - it has nothing to do with feelings but whatever. i understand bc of his disorder he can be frustrating, but that can’t be an excuse for everything. i’m sure it gets exhausting having to deal with it constantly. like, he can be such a hypocrite - he goes and sees another woman after going on a date with euntak, but gets upset when he saw euntak and hyuk hugging? he gets upset about euntak being shirtless AT THE BEACH, while he himself is shirtless. euntak has so much patience, bc even if i were to date dojae and know that he could be exhausting, whenever he were to act like a hypocrite, i would smack him with a brick or smth idk
overall, i do think they’re cute together and their softer, fluffier scenes were so nicely done. i wish they weren’t so sex-centred, but sigh, this IS a bl after all, why would i expect them to talk and be domestic when they could be having sex instead (pls note my sarcasm ) i loved part three the most - they were the most settled and domestic, and their arguments were very short. not to mention the comedic nature made it a lot more enjoyable to read, i was giggling at everything like theyre so dumb but i love them
i wish hyuk and hyobin could get a spin off, theyre such a cute couple as well and i love puppy tops and hyuk is the CUTEST. i’m not gonna say much about the side stories, bc i was reading them when they were getting uploaded weekly and you can find my comments about me agonising with each update LMFAO. i hate it when authors make side stories angsty, LIKE WE ALREADY WENT THROUGH HELL IN THE MAIN STORY, LET THEM BE HAPPY IN THE SIDES??
oh also, i usually don’t like to make comments about the uploaders and ik icarus is everywhere uploading stories i love, but the deku and shiggy art is fucking insane man. saying people need to get help if they can’t differentiate between fiction and reality is the dumbest thing ever. brother, YOU need help you’re the one shipping a CHILD (14/15 years old) with an adult (shiggy is 20/21) like you can’t be serious but anyways