all her life shes lives with uncertainty and died a tragic death. I think anyone in her position would never trust anything or anyone in her life. I think seeing them as targets instead of people also helps her stay calm in a way but yea as a reader i totally understand ur frustrations
Oh :(
I mean I understand her being cautious or seeing them as targets to reduce the pressure she's under... but like at least she was interacting with the other 4 as humans I feel like the slave was literally just a tool like she was constantly shocked when he could see her insincerity or the way things were but like he was a nobke as well??? Idk I felt like she really views her more as a lap dog rather than someone who used to be nobility...
As you said yeah I'm not in her position so I'm just heartlessly and objectively judging her with my lack of understanding of her full situation but it still feels like she's purely panicking at this point... which is fair lol :-: I do feel bad for judging her but I feel like she didn't really have much character development in the time she was stuck there her relationships did change but her way of thinking remains the same I feel like... but like at the same time there wasn't much for her to learn from so I'm probably being too harsh...
And also thanks for the reply
(Does it get better?)
I'm lowkey getting tired of the tunnel vision MC is seeing the world thro... she's not even treating her "life line" as a human being... and why does she still think they're gonna kill her after accumulating so much affection from all the possible mls??
Honestly imo the one most likely to kill her is the slave (sorry I'm bad with names)
Or at least at this point (chapter 132) this is what I feel like
And I'm sure if she just sticks to the sorcerer or the prince she could accumulate the 20+ scores way easier in the last week... or at least if she doesn't die the day of her birthday she'll have a healthy relationship to go back to... idk maybe I'm weird for not fearing death as much in her situation...