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learning confidence and to love oneself is a hard journey and sometimes feels almost impossible. even now i’m still learning to love myself but taking it one step at a time day by day is just another moment of self improvement. just remember to always give yourself a moment to breathe. open a window at midnight and stand there just you and the night in your own moment of silence its surprisingly calming and feels like a reset. always remember you’re awesome for even thinking of improving for yourself a lot of people don’t. you really are stronger than you think. good luck !! i’m really rooting for you !!
- a stranger on the internet
This was really hard for me to read ,emotionally, because I deal with constant stress and anxiety and I make decisions impulsively and I also have anger issues and parents issues, and even though my life is better then a lot of people's lives and I know it, sometimes it's just so hard. It's hard to make friends and to stay connected with them. The story of mc and his friend was so heartbreaking and I couldn't stop crying fir like 20 minutes or so ,because recently I've gone through something similar. This close friend I had stopped talking to me after a misunderstanding and she didn't even let me explain the situation, she just blocked me everywhere and started ignoring me. We shared the same traumas because of our dads.They both cheated on our mothers and made their and our lives miserable . We are both big sisters with a lot of responsibilities and I really tried to get close to her and we were pretty close but one day she started bad mouthing my best friend and I tried to gently tell her not to, after that there was a really big misunderstanding and that was it. The story started ok, but as it went it became really complex and sometimes I hated mc because he reminded me of myself and sometimes I hate myself. I just hope until I am 26 I can resolve my problems like mc. It gives me hope that I can too become my own person and stop being controlled by my parents. Maybe I can become at ease with others without being careful evwn on how to breathe or blink. I feel like I am constantly watched and judged for simply existing. It's exhausting, because I am also aware of every change of mood in a room with people. Sorry for rambling, I know probably no one will read this long text but something I hope someone will pay attention to my text even if it's long and boring. Have a great day strangers! （/TДT)/