You are just pulling up your emotions and ruining your mental health. Do what u think it right. Take a break fr (at least 2-3 month ) for first couple of weeks you'll feel empty and hvae this urge to go back to things but believe me NO !!! Shut up and focus on your break, have some hobby to divert your attention. By the next month you started to feel healthy and happy that's the sign u are better off w/o him. And if u still feel like going back after 2 month break then it's also your choice. I have so much tea to spill bestie but let's finish it here. Take care
Well, the heaviness is pretty normal. You just ended things with your bf, it’s a commons side effect. Try focusing on yourself first. As you’ve mentioned your ex is emotionally immature and it wouldn’t really be healthy for the both of you to just stay together and ‘work things out’ (contrary to popular belief). You said yourself that the relationship has just gone on and off and did not mention any improvements. If you insist to stay together, given your circumstances, it’ll just wear you down on the long run, so it’ll really be better if you two try growing separately.
Okay, i'll do that... hopefully i can get back on tract
yeah, i was just hoping if there were any chances for us in the future like when we have matured up more properly but likely not ig ☹
This is really off topic but today i ended things with my boyfriend of 10 months, even though i didn't want to. We have been going back and forth, no third party inloved just due to misunderstanding and other things. And a month ago we had gotten back together again.
And recently i had been super anxious with things and i was feeling heavy and indecisive with things regarding my life choices, i wasn't able to talk properly with my boyfriend as well. Today i decided to have my tarot reading session regarding my life choices, and as for my love life, since my boyfriend is emotionally immature and i'm someone who wants to have deeper connection, but he can't give me that at the moment so i was affected a lot. The tarot lady told me to end things with him because he was not the one for me, and said that if i didn't then my future could be affected at some point, i wasn't sure if i had to trust them 100%, but then even my close friend told me that he wasn't really one for me. So, i ended things with him. But really i didn't want to do that. But my friend and that tarot lady was so correct about everything i had to listen to them. It's only been a few minutes since then, and i'm already feeling so down, i don't even know if i'll be able to move on or not. I couldn't even wish him well for his futures. Isn't there any way that he could change in the future and come my way again. Yeah, i know he's not so good with handling emotions and comforting others but i just can't get this feeling that i have for him. I am just i don't know how to go on.