https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/ i think this had something like that iirc also check tws in the comments b4 reading
i feel like you would read these already if you like that typa stuff or since these are decently popular
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/red_mansion/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sadistic_beauty_bl_sidestory/
(i also have an album based of suicide but as i remember most of it doesnt make the seme grovel or anything like that
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/ uke was already suicidal but seme didn't notice until the end
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/greeting_you_strangely/ both ml #1 and #2 realize they fucked up (uke becomes extremely depressed/suicidal)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_became_a_slave_to_the_man_i_abandoned_nebul/ (in the novel), here they REALLY fucked up though, to the point that the uke never really forgives them and gets revenge, so it might not be your cup of tea
I know how this sounds but I’m just in the mood for some whump, ok?
Does anyone have any fic recs where the uke is like literally pushed to suicide or some other extreme depression before the top realizes they fucked up and should probably treat them better?