https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_married_man/
It's smutty it has rape.
But not between ml and MC, and the rape is shown is a bad light.
10 years I love you the most
Have you ever read the “little mushroom” novel? Shit had me bawling so hard
"The blind concubine", it's a Danmei, This was the most painful story I have ever read, I even vowed to never read it again in my life
omfg thanks for all the recommendations (≧∀≦) finally i can cry (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
like, really TT. i need more bl tragedies, i'm getting tired asf of rape to love and this kind of shit. it may just be personal taste, but i love tragedies and i really want to cry my eyes out over every single chapter of one or the ending. i've read many of them but authors these days are mostly making smutty stuff, and not like i don't like it, but i'm still waiting for someone to make another heart breaking tragedy ╥﹏╥