Help me find this bl!

I've been reading this bl for a while now and I wanted to read it again, I remember reading its novel too where the ml kidnapped the mc and took him either in north or south pole, and mc wanted to escape. Tried to sail in the icy waters, it failed and the ml saved him, they went on a deer hunt, tried to run away, still a failed attempt. And in that house too, they fought too i think? To the point the mc was badly hurt. Thats all i can remember, pls help me find it lol i dont think i can sleep without rereading it