the seme was originally the uke.
Seems that the seme is not directly motivated by rape since he seems more content now the uke is pacified... Even in the diaries it looked like he was more frustrated with it than anything. Still he has no reservations for the violence if needed so I' m thinking he is not emotionally attached wit the uke. He is being very methodological about everything, the calendar & the setting so he has a particular fantasy he wants to act out, which makes me think that the uke is just a piece in his game. However he is very concerned about the ukes emotional response so it is a revenge... I dunno!!!
With the way our seme talks it makes me wonder, does he want a love relationship again with our uke? Who was the uke when they were younger? And now I am questioning what the offense was. I have a list of possiblities in my head, but I have no idea which if any are true.