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Yes I agree. But speaking from the novels story telling, she never felt apart of that world and thought she was put there to get revenge and save ml. It only glosses over her inner worries and thoughts but the novel shows a little better why she feels this way (=・ω・=)
Yes, her personality is falling apart in this adaptation. Og Hestia would never do this. If kael said stop, she stops. Not whatever this is
If you were actually doing revenge for him, you would've respected his wishes. You weren't. That's why you're crashing out. If you're doing it for him. Then it's time you stop. Or admit you're doing it for yourself. Don't dictate his feelings. That's not your place