I was thinking the same thing, like how did he suddenly just throw his whole thing about avenging his mother aside like it didn’t matter anymore?
EXACTLY and let's say that MC had to feelings for Rafael, cool whatever. Why in this way? Sacrificing the MCs whole character for a relationship that's only pinned down to time skips we don't see and pointless sex? No a good look. It would've been better if the MC had a messy kind of romance with Rafael, something like the MC couldn't return to normal society because hes been posing as a monster so long he became one and the idk Rafael is the only one who can really match his level or he stuck with him. No for true love but a sick and twisted kind of love, a love that's like "We're both bad so let's just date." Ykwim?????
The mc is a real bad ass at the start. He was smart, strong and had a really confident type of personality. But not its like ever since he heard Rafaels backstory, he's soft now? Which is weird since he himself said that rafaels actions are still unforgivable regardless of his backstory. I just hate how our mc is kinda....stupid now? What happened to our wild card character?