draft, js wanted to put my thoughts down. its three in the morning and i dont care enough to complete my thoughts and i wanna go to sleep so u can have whatever unfinished thoughts i wrote down. i jumped from one paragraph to another, so most of them are prob unfinished. and i dont care, goodnight !!!!!!!!!!
not that im saying what he (boss) did is 'right' or 'good', i js know this is something that can happen irl. (COUGH speaking from experience COUGH COUGH)
i do think to some extent he (boss) knew that if he did survive that suicide attempt, daejong would come running back to him, feel guilty and take care of him while hes still injured. though ofc, the feelings of resentment would still be there, but he prob thought playing docile and submissive would lower ukes guard + if ur being abused, the bare minimum literally looks like paradise. so anything more than the bare minimum is gon look like heaven
1. hes already fucking depressed, he had no passion for life, nothing like a hobby and i doubt he interacts w anyone outside his workplace. and doesnt seem to hook up w anyone, he doesnt seem like the guy thatd do casual fucks. > he really had nothing to lose w killing himself, id make the same decision. he doesnt have anything to lose, he's decided to make his peace w his victim and theres literally no way theyre coming back cuz theyve moved on (ofc its not that simple, lingering feelings will always be there. which is a bummer. id like to kill those emotions too, but its not so easy)
commit suicide, uke doesnt turn back (equivalent to uke not any feelings for him anymore, like literally nothing. bro doesnt hate or love you, he js doesnt feel anything for you. ur js someone of the past and nothing more than a stranger to him in the present) > seme dies, happy ending commit suicide, uke turns back (what happens in the manhwa), uke feel guilty and takes on the responsibility of caretaking (cuz thats js the kinda guy he is. hes too nice for his own good. or well, maybe its better to say hes not sociopathic) > no one in their right mind would blame someoen who js tried to commit suicide on them. unless theyre a sociopath, narcissistic or js really fucking delusional. and im pretty sure boss man knows that. hes smart enough to figure that out. /// lure uke back in, act docile (tho, ur depressed asf, u dont really have the energy to do anything so u kinda js lay down and take it. so this is the easy part - unless uve got anger issues or some.)
basically im tryna walk you through the thought process of this sick fuck
draft, js wanted to put my thoughts down. its three in the morning and i dont care enough to complete my thoughts and i wanna go to sleep so u can have whatever unfinished thoughts i wrote down. i jumped from one paragraph to another, so most of them are prob unfinished. and i dont care, goodnight !!!!!!!!!!
not that im saying what he (boss) did is 'right' or 'good', i js know this is something that can happen irl. (COUGH speaking from experience COUGH COUGH)
i do think to some extent he (boss) knew that if he did survive that suicide attempt, daejong would come running back to him, feel guilty and take care of him while hes still injured. though ofc, the feelings of resentment would still be there, but he prob thought playing docile and submissive would lower ukes guard + if ur being abused, the bare minimum literally looks like paradise. so anything more than the bare minimum is gon look like heaven
1. hes already fucking depressed, he had no passion for life, nothing like a hobby and i doubt he interacts w anyone outside his workplace. and doesnt seem to hook up w anyone, he doesnt seem like the guy thatd do casual fucks.
> he really had nothing to lose w killing himself, id make the same decision. he doesnt have anything to lose, he's decided to make his peace w his victim and theres literally no way theyre coming back cuz theyve moved on (ofc its not that simple, lingering feelings will always be there. which is a bummer. id like to kill those emotions too, but its not so easy)
commit suicide, uke doesnt turn back (equivalent to uke not any feelings for him anymore, like literally nothing. bro doesnt hate or love you, he js doesnt feel anything for you. ur js someone of the past and nothing more than a stranger to him in the present)
> seme dies, happy ending
commit suicide, uke turns back (what happens in the manhwa), uke feel guilty and takes on the responsibility of caretaking (cuz thats js the kinda guy he is. hes too nice for his own good. or well, maybe its better to say hes not sociopathic)
> no one in their right mind would blame someoen who js tried to commit suicide on them. unless theyre a sociopath, narcissistic or js really fucking delusional. and im pretty sure boss man knows that. hes smart enough to figure that out. /// lure uke back in, act docile (tho, ur depressed asf, u dont really have the energy to do anything so u kinda js lay down and take it. so this is the easy part - unless uve got anger issues or some.)
basically im tryna walk you through the thought process of this sick fuck