You know what I don't think Xinlu deserves anyone at all -_-

Same, I think he's not mad Tae chose Ilay over him because he loved Tae first, but because he hates Ilay and Ilay from all people snatched Taeui from him.

Xinlu only see tay as object to taken from him by ilay , xinlu greed ti compete with ilay was so strong as if he stand a chance against him in the first place