Tell me how you figured it out pls, I've read the chapter 3 times but it's confusing af
She doesn’t have memories of the first true life because she didn’t wish for them. There are only two ways to have memories:
1. Suicide
2. Wishes (asking the Apostle for memories)
Ines made wishes but she used her wishes for something else.
Oh, and that’s what Oscar means when he basically says Ines and Carcel were stupid. Both of them didn’t make wishes for memories but Oscar did. That’s why he alone remembers.
In her first life she died of sickness so that’s why she doesn’t remember it? That’s so sad.