It’s a very deep and complicated character. All of them have very complicated and different way of expressing love.
Just to say if you would like to understand this, please watch alienstage music video by vivinos on YouTube. It’s very detailed and each detail are made with purpose and you will get insight of her characteristic.
But tldr, Mizi and sua was decide to go to anakt garden to be raised and train to be on alien stage. Mizi sua once saw each other during adoption, and made the effort to get accepted to alien stage to hope to see each other again.
There is another comic abt Mizi where it showcase she was really protected like a pet by her alien guardian. But at the same time she felt like she had no control in the environment. She wanted to be in a position to crush other to have sense of control. Which is why she joined alien stage to win and destroy other knowing loser will die.
But the plan back fired since Mizi developed deeper emotion and loved sua more than she thought. So thought about her able to crush her and her purpose to come to alien stage, is now what she fears bc she came to love her.
And if you read up on sua back story, she was raised by her sister and alien guardian to be a fragile doll. Which makes mizis characteristic to crush sua who is just like a doll a perfect pair.
Ofcourse with that dynamic relationship, they still developed deep feeling and one decide to sacrifice herself knowing fully well she knew about the whole alienstage. Mind you they grew up as a pet, not human. So you can see how they struggle to understand and express love to each other, since normal human interaction aren’t present under alien guardianship.
Btw this is my interpretation of sua and Mizi dynamic. A lot of these come from the music video and comic strips open ended nuance that author and creator made.
I highly suggest for you to get into it! It’s so deep and I’m a huge fan of all character here ㅠㅠ
Ty for reading my nerd talk
thank you for this! i've actually been an alnst fan for a very long time, i could understand every character except for mizi, and these snippets made me even more confused, that's why i decided to ask directly haha
can't believe i'm saying this but, can someone pls explain who mizi actually is? i truly don't understand her. what is w that "wanna crush someone"?? that is so messed up, i can't grasp the nuance of her character, her motives and....yh i need a detailed essay on her bro