This story just kinda gives the ick overall, not only is MC sadly in love with the son of his parent’s killer, but even if that WERE a dealbreaker for him (it should have been) and he did want to leave, he can’t, because seme is the only one his body can tolerate health-wise. So he doesn’t even have the option to choose anyone else. It just kinda feels like a relationship of shallow comfort and convenience and not a genuine love since he literally has no other options. From the outside looking in, it really just looks like a guy who’s used to being SA’d and abused by other people is falling head over heels for the first guy to treat him even slightly like a human despite the situation still not being good for him. It’s like he’s doomed to accept and be tied to this just because of a childhood promise, despite deserving so much more. A survivor forced to accept the bare minimum. Maybe I’m reading too much into it, but it’s not really a relationship I can cheer for. It’s giving trauma bond mistakened for true love. Idk ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
This story just kinda gives the ick overall, not only is MC sadly in love with the son of his parent’s killer, but even if that WERE a dealbreaker for him (it should have been) and he did want to leave, he can’t, because seme is the only one his body can tolerate health-wise. So he doesn’t even have the option to choose anyone else. It just kinda feels like a relationship of shallow comfort and convenience and not a genuine love since he literally has no other options. From the outside looking in, it really just looks like a guy who’s used to being SA’d and abused by other people is falling head over heels for the first guy to treat him even slightly like a human despite the situation still not being good for him. It’s like he’s doomed to accept and be tied to this just because of a childhood promise, despite deserving so much more. A survivor forced to accept the bare minimum. Maybe I’m reading too much into it, but it’s not really a relationship I can cheer for. It’s giving trauma bond mistakened for true love. Idk
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