it just breaks my heart each time I realize that the real sihyeon is truly gone. every interaction his group mates have with sihyeon they're actually having with hajin. every aspect of him they're trying to understand. every past mistake they're trying to make up for. sihyeon is receiving nothing because he's dead. he's no longer there with them anymore. and when he truly needed them to be there for him they weren't. he was failed by every single person around him when he was alive, and he suffered so much he still cries even in death. they believe he's healing and slowly becoming better, but they don't know that in reality he died a long time ago, and he'll never be given the opportunity to heal. these past couple of chapters really made my heart ache for the real sihyeon man
it just breaks my heart each time I realize that the real sihyeon is truly gone. every interaction his group mates have with sihyeon they're actually having with hajin. every aspect of him they're trying to understand. every past mistake they're trying to make up for. sihyeon is receiving nothing because he's dead. he's no longer there with them anymore. and when he truly needed them to be there for him they weren't. he was failed by every single person around him when he was alive, and he suffered so much he still cries even in death. they believe he's healing and slowly becoming better, but they don't know that in reality he died a long time ago, and he'll never be given the opportunity to heal. these past couple of chapters really made my heart ache for the real sihyeon man