To see the switch from the time she thought ‘original’ Sanya was just a pitiful character to this when she found out is her actual past self… I feel sad and a bit frustrated at how much she regressed in her ways of thinking. But it’s understandable now that she finally remembered all of her past memories, the emotional baggage that comes with it is heavy. Even though I know she knew that all of the love she receives from people in this current timeline is genuine, hearing from your own mother sweeping over her past wrongdoings like that even though you died and even erased your own memories just so you can start all over again, must’ve felt like the biggest betrayal and so incredibly hurtful. But then to go and treat your past self like that, when she has already accepeted the fact that you’re living a happy life, and moved on despite all the pain she has to endured. I can see how you’re accepting the fact that she’s you, but omg it was insufferable to went and blame your inner child that was just desparate to live and be loved, is like the love and care you gave to her in the past when you’re still oblivious is nonexistent. The self hate and emotional regress she display here got me so “UGHHHDBDJNX”, I hate that after all this time her mental state is still so fragile, the irony of making that wish that you don’t remember your past self as yourself just to he happy and then now you wish you’d just die because you cant bear how pathetic you felt in your first timeline? YOU WERE A KID, YOU DID NOTHING WRONG, YOU KNOW YOU DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG, how could you go and tell all of that to your inner child when even though she’s YOU, SHE’S ALSO A SEPARATE BEING NOW THAT DIDN’T GET TO EXPERIENCE ANYTHING THAT YOU GOT FROM THIS TIMELINE, OF BEING LOVED BEING HAPPY HAVING A WHOLE FAMILY AND EVEN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP, how could you just dump all of that right over your head and blame her for being “UNLOVABLE”??? THE PROOF OF YOU BEING LOVED IS LITERALLY THIS CURRENT TIMELINE ITSELF.
My fucking god I understand that it’s inherently not your fault but I can’t fucking believe you would talk to baby Sanya like that, that poor fucking girl did nothing fucking wrong.
Thank you for listening to my rant, let’s move on and hope she would actually reach out or accept the care of people who’s trying to reach her instead, cuz that last panel looks like she just gave up (smh).
To see the switch from the time she thought ‘original’ Sanya was just a pitiful character to this when she found out is her actual past self… I feel sad and a bit frustrated at how much she regressed in her ways of thinking. But it’s understandable now that she finally remembered all of her past memories, the emotional baggage that comes with it is heavy. Even though I know she knew that all of the love she receives from people in this current timeline is genuine, hearing from your own mother sweeping over her past wrongdoings like that even though you died and even erased your own memories just so you can start all over again, must’ve felt like the biggest betrayal and so incredibly hurtful. But then to go and treat your past self like that, when she has already accepeted the fact that you’re living a happy life, and moved on despite all the pain she has to endured. I can see how you’re accepting the fact that she’s you, but omg it was insufferable to went and blame your inner child that was just desparate to live and be loved, is like the love and care you gave to her in the past when you’re still oblivious is nonexistent. The self hate and emotional regress she display here got me so “UGHHHDBDJNX”, I hate that after all this time her mental state is still so fragile, the irony of making that wish that you don’t remember your past self as yourself just to he happy and then now you wish you’d just die because you cant bear how pathetic you felt in your first timeline? YOU WERE A KID, YOU DID NOTHING WRONG, YOU KNOW YOU DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG, how could you go and tell all of that to your inner child when even though she’s YOU, SHE’S ALSO A SEPARATE BEING NOW THAT DIDN’T GET TO EXPERIENCE ANYTHING THAT YOU GOT FROM THIS TIMELINE, OF BEING LOVED BEING HAPPY HAVING A WHOLE FAMILY AND EVEN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP, how could you just dump all of that right over your head and blame her for being “UNLOVABLE”??? THE PROOF OF YOU BEING LOVED IS LITERALLY THIS CURRENT TIMELINE ITSELF.
My fucking god I understand that it’s inherently not your fault but I can’t fucking believe you would talk to baby Sanya like that, that poor fucking girl did nothing fucking wrong.
Thank you for listening to my rant, let’s move on and hope she would actually reach out or accept the care of people who’s trying to reach her instead, cuz that last panel looks like she just gave up (smh).