DumbAss motherfcker like yeah okay you’re depressed as shit but you’re only pushing her away TO punish yourself. When you’re so depressed and feel so empty inside pushing away the people you love and that love you is such a classic move. You can justify it by saying it’s in their best interest, ‘I’m miserable” “I can’t look after you / myself” “I’m fundamentally broken as a human” You take all these negative thoughts as fact and use them as justification to isolate yourself by saying you’re doing it to help them , to save them from you but really you just want to suffer and deteriorate without the judgment. It’s solely for your own benefit - no one else’s. (And I say this as someone who struggles with these thoughts on a daily basis and have for many many years atp)
DumbAss motherfcker like yeah okay you’re depressed as shit but you’re only pushing her away TO punish yourself. When you’re so depressed and feel so empty inside pushing away the people you love and that love you is such a classic move. You can justify it by saying it’s in their best interest,
‘I’m miserable”
“I can’t look after you / myself”
“I’m fundamentally broken as a human”
You take all these negative thoughts as fact and use them as justification to isolate yourself by saying you’re doing it to help them , to save them from you but really you just want to suffer and deteriorate without the judgment. It’s solely for your own benefit - no one else’s. (And I say this as someone who struggles with these thoughts on a daily basis and have for many many years atp)