Not just you. I also find it very strange
I have no idea either but I like scent kinks so I’m just ignoring all the plot holes <3
idk if it’s what is happening in this story but ptsd blackouts do exist and they can be triggered by sights smells sounds and there is memory loss and blackout rage assosciated with that
I mean it can manifest as something smaller at first obviously its just much worse now that hes older ? Like here let me lay it out.
So as a child imagine he had a crush on this hyung? And this hyung would hug him and rub his back to calm him down and whatever so he associates the scent with that, but at some point him and the hyung stopped talking. BE it either of them moved or whatever, so he was left with that abandonment trigger. If you put all these acts together with the fact whenever he gets really to his breaking point with the insomnia he still moves while not awake? Makes sense, its never one singular thing, its the build up with it + time- I do wanna see what fully triggered this of course tho !
what kind of "trauma" or whatever causes someone to go into a horny rage while borderline unconscious and violent?!? and the whole thing with the "scent" confuses me even more. Maybe the writing is making it unclear or maybe I'm just stupid cuz I'm not getting it