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I get the exact same impression
I feel the same way but, I also think he was drugged by someone else in order for him to go haywire and r@pe the person he was with. Cause from the chapter I just read, he's got enough control to at least resist and get a med shot.
I don’t get what happened, would love to see theories about it. Mine is that senpai lost his reason and possibly r@ped someone in the past, he seems to be guilty about it. I would not like that as plot point but for now that’s what I think the story is hinting at.