this manhwa made me wanna kill myself

I wasn't going to read this manhwa so i read some spoilers someone posted in the comments...i didn't even read the manhwa...but yeah...same. i wanna kms too. If i was in his place i would f*cking choose to die instead. Father's debt? F*ck that! Brother's hospital bill? If that bro has even a tad bit of conscience left, he wouldn't want his hyung to suffer like that. Mc is getting assaulted left and right. There are multiple people raping him...god! At times like this i start hating the whole world and wish for it to be destroyed. Because real world isn't any better..