What happened?! Please spoil it a bit bc I’m not reading this madness D:
At first i thought oh this whole revenge thing is justified but honestly apart from the fact that mc was a minor when he commit the crime, his was not as extreme and gore as the thing done to him even excluding the extra(with the dog). And mc was broken forever, he even had ptsd and his mental health was so bad i feeel bad for him it's like it's better for him to die or escape from ml atp. Ik ml deserve to seek revenge but i also think ml went overboard. The best thing is for mc and ml to be apart imo. I felt so bad to the point of wanting mc to be saved by someone at a point.
Controversial take: i feel like the author was just adding the back story to justify the horror and sexual assault mc went through. But honestly none deserve this at all.
Honestly, even tho Jihook becomes dependant on him, we do have to say that he was a huge trash, and he had a lot of victims, like Juyeon isn't the only one he assaulted, filmed and spread it online. He did that to a lot of other kids, I can imagine some trying to sui*ide due to his action (he basically ruined their lives). Technically he should be in jail, that is, if Juyeon reported Jihook in the first place. After what Juyeon did (his revenge), he should be reported as well, like they both r criminals tbh. (I'm not acknowledged the extra 4 because it's just a sick idea from author's brain that shouldn't have gotten a written gorm tbh, at least not here, it was unnecessary, so I'm deleting it from ma brain. And if we do acknowledge it, Jihook if f'ed for doing it in the first place, not only that, he did it multiple times afterwards). I acknowledge the graduation extra to be the final ch, we left at a good place, yes they r dependent on each other, but in a good place, they are changing into something more softer and they both realize it, it's awkward and scary for em, but it's still turning into something better. At first glance it may look like Jihook is the only one heavily dependent on him, but in extra 3, it's evident how much Juyeon is entangled with him by how he reacts everytime Jihook tries to hurt himself. I liked the chapter, we get a glimpse at the process of em figuring stuff out about each other, having more heart 2 heart. We do see Juyeon contemplating moving forward in main stroy ending at ch 26, but then one look at Jihook's crying face and that idea gies out the window (Juyeon himself says it, 'there goes my plan, so much for starting fresh' lmao, bro is stuck for life and he knows). Overall, I think where we left at graduation was pretty good, we know they'll get better, Jihook will get better eventually (in this ch, he is significantly better after all). So I will say I was ok with how it ended. Yes, they could've gone their separate ways, that's a possibility, but I'm ok with this as well. And the manhwa says it will differ from the novel (I'm assuming in a better way, it is already more lighter than the novel so ig we'll see).
Well, after I thought about it some more, I don't think we can call it even yet if I'm being honest. But if Juyeon (seme) is satisfied with this much, who are we to say anything. Well spoiler alert
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After all, he(uke) did grape him(seme) when he was underage, filmed him and sent the video to his mom(seme's mom). Which is insane and cruel, not only that, he filmed his partners as well. He's indeed getting a taste of his own medicine. I'll head over to the novel and take a look at what happens in the end, getting quite curious.
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Ok y'all, I cameback after reading a few of the chapters into the future, buckle up everyone, this is gonna get real dark. I feel bad for both, both went overboard and are crazy. But yes, I do still feel bad. Mo one deserves what they went through and will go through. I'm still at ch 15 of the novel. I'll comeback and update after I read some more. But the manhwa says it's gonna be different from the novel, I really do hope so. But then again, y'all gotta remember this ain't a love story, so if you're wishing for a happy ending, brace yourselves.
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Suddenly it feels slightly like killing/stalking, I mean not entirely, just the Stockholm syndrome part. Mc really became like a dog huh. Man, this leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. Welp, I knew I was getting into dark shit, but doesn't make it any easier....
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Well, I'm reading the extras now, wow, Jihook is a real trash huh, how come he wasn't sentenced to death, well, Korean law against minors and sexual assaults are less grave than drugs, so I can't say I'm surprised. But seriously, uke really makes me sick. Damn, what a trash. Juyeon is way too soft, was too soft, and forgiving. I can't believe he took him back, my guy you need therapy fr. Well, both are trash, but Juyeon does what many would want to do in this scenario, I can't even blame him wholeheartedly. In some moments, I think he didn't do enough. Man, what a mess. At times I do feel bad for current Jihook, but then again I get disgusted remembering his past....idk man...
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Man, I feel horrible for the mom and sis of Juyeon, honestly, I'd have kill*d Jihook fr, but then again, that's the easy way out for that bastard anyway. I feel really bad for the mom fr. It's so sad.
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Man...I'm going crazy, I do feel bad for Jihook, I do. Damn it, ugh, fuck this shit man, whatever.
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.I'm just gonna pretend that last extra chapter doesn't exist, wtf author???? Like seriously what the actual fuck, that was way unnecessary. Wtf ewwwww. Gosh. Fucking hell.