Now I am fucking sobbing at 2 am wishing there was a way both of them would have been able to FUCKING LIVE in the home they found in each other. (idk how to phrase it properly don't come at me my eyes are teary) As beautiful the art is and how it managed to capture the yearn of Alan and Hayden and their longing to belong, their background and experiences are equally heartbreaking. I feel numb with pain. Why did they have to die? They did nothing wronggjgjfjfjfjfjffj.
I did this to myself atp. I was hoping it wouldn't be this tragic...damn my shortlived happiness. The seaside scene where they're soaking in each other's presence...and a few panels later...THEY BOTH FUCKING DIE WITH EACH OTHER UGHHHHHHHHHHH And the ending dialogue where Hayden asks Alan how his paradise will look and Alan saying when he sees Hayden when he raises his head. LIKE STAB ME WITH A KNIFE AND TWIST IT WHILE YOU WILL. Anything I read after this will just pale in comparison. And I was delaying reading this for the longest time. How sad could it be. WELL I HAVE MY FUCKING ANSWER. I'm gonna dream of my babies smh surviving everything and having a seaview cottage and running a restaurant and growing old together.
"the home they found in each other" is a beautiful description :"( honestly I like how you described this a lot. I didn't read it and I probably won't bc I want to preserve my mental wellness but your comment was pretty
"the home they found in each other" is a beautiful description :"( honestly I like how you described this a lot. I didn't read it and I probably won't bc I want to preserve my mental wellness but your comment w... ebbyemmy
Now I am fucking sobbing at 2 am wishing there was a way both of them would have been able to FUCKING LIVE in the home they found in each other. (idk how to phrase it properly don't come at me my eyes are teary) As beautiful the art is and how it managed to capture the yearn of Alan and Hayden and their longing to belong, their background and experiences are equally heartbreaking. I feel numb with pain. Why did they have to die? They did nothing wronggjgjfjfjfjfjffj.
I did this to myself atp. I was hoping it wouldn't be this tragic...damn my shortlived happiness. The seaside scene where they're soaking in each other's presence...and a few panels later...THEY BOTH FUCKING DIE WITH EACH OTHER UGHHHHHHHHHHH And the ending dialogue where Hayden asks Alan how his paradise will look and Alan saying when he sees Hayden when he raises his head. LIKE STAB ME WITH A KNIFE AND TWIST IT WHILE YOU WILL. Anything I read after this will just pale in comparison. And I was delaying reading this for the longest time. How sad could it be. WELL I HAVE MY FUCKING ANSWER. I'm gonna dream of my babies smh surviving everything and having a seaview cottage and running a restaurant and growing old together.