I've reread this so many times and every time I will always be mad at Gok during the pregnancy phase Like...how do you mark someone, complain about them not being in love with you and when they finally return your feelings/be honest about how they really feeling about you, (mutual feelings mind you) you decide you want a child and the child is more important than that same person you cried over/wanted so bad....Like he was willing to toss Bin out over a child he didn't know existed yet. Yeah he did say he regret it afterwards but it still pmo every reread Then when he threw a SELFISH, EXTREMELY selfish fit over Bin not wanting to turn him into a vampire. The elder (cant recall his name rn) literally explained it to him too. Vampires themselves don't like being immortal and they envy humans. Like this is the general mindset for all vampires. Clearly it went through one ear and came out the next, head empty no thoughts for Gok. Because he asked Bin, Bin said no due to fear, just for Gok to throw another selfish fit in the middle of night and literally up and left. WHAT? Yes I can understand wanting to be with your partner forever, especially when that partner is an immortal vampire...but I'd rather sit down and talk about it if they told me no with such a worried expression?? And after everything the elder told me and everything the guy at the bar told me...Gok fully well knew what happened with Bin's mother? What a devastating story??? "Why was it okay for her and not me?" WHAT??? SHE DIED BLAMING BIN FOR TURNING HER INTO A VAMPIRE AND MAKING HER MISERABLE. ENOUGH GOK. (Yes I know he didn't know this yet but he still knew about Bin's mother and how vampires felt about humans and their way of living)
I've reread this so many times and every time I will always be mad at Gok during the pregnancy phase
Like...how do you mark someone, complain about them not being in love with you and when they finally return your feelings/be honest about how they really feeling about you, (mutual feelings mind you) you decide you want a child and the child is more important than that same person you cried over/wanted so bad....Like he was willing to toss Bin out over a child he didn't know existed yet.
Yeah he did say he regret it afterwards but it still pmo every reread
Then when he threw a SELFISH, EXTREMELY selfish fit over Bin not wanting to turn him into a vampire. The elder (cant recall his name rn) literally explained it to him too. Vampires themselves don't like being immortal and they envy humans. Like this is the general mindset for all vampires. Clearly it went through one ear and came out the next, head empty no thoughts for Gok. Because he asked Bin, Bin said no due to fear, just for Gok to throw another selfish fit in the middle of night and literally up and left. WHAT? Yes I can understand wanting to be with your partner forever, especially when that partner is an immortal vampire...but I'd rather sit down and talk about it if they told me no with such a worried expression?? And after everything the elder told me and everything the guy at the bar told me...Gok fully well knew what happened with Bin's mother? What a devastating story???
"Why was it okay for her and not me?" WHAT??? SHE DIED BLAMING BIN FOR TURNING HER INTO A VAMPIRE AND MAKING HER MISERABLE.
ENOUGH GOK. (Yes I know he didn't know this yet but he still knew about Bin's mother and how vampires felt about humans and their way of living)