when i first read this, i kinda felt like yoohan was forced into the relationship, had no feelings for jay and anything he did feel for jay was circumstantial. BUT after reading this again, it's pretty clear that they do have feelings for eachother and they show affection in their own way. i think the repetitive nature of bls showing love in the same way kinda messed up the way i interpreted this story the first time because if they weren't showing affection like i was used to then it wasn't really love yk? yoohans and jays affections weren't outright..it was more subtle and unique but it goes to the point that you can't mistake it as something else besides the attraction between them. which is why this story is SUCH a refreshing read. it's very unique and it's sort of realistic in the way that not everyone is dramatic and obvious with their emotions/affections. i'm really glad i read this again and appreciate it the way it was supposed to because it has definitely become one of the top reads for me <3
when i first read this, i kinda felt like yoohan was forced into the relationship, had no feelings for jay and anything he did feel for jay was circumstantial. BUT after reading this again, it's pretty clear that they do have feelings for eachother and they show affection in their own way. i think the repetitive nature of bls showing love in the same way kinda messed up the way i interpreted this story the first time because if they weren't showing affection like i was used to then it wasn't really love yk? yoohans and jays affections weren't outright..it was more subtle and unique but it goes to the point that you can't mistake it as something else besides the attraction between them. which is why this story is SUCH a refreshing read. it's very unique and it's sort of realistic in the way that not everyone is dramatic and obvious with their emotions/affections. i'm really glad i read this again and appreciate it the way it was supposed to because it has definitely become one of the top reads for me <3