It’s not anything the story did, if anything it’s good. But every fiber of my being rejects it - I can’t even begin to express how PISSED it made me.
FULL SPOILERS AHEAD. !!!!This is just a rant!!! Story was ok, read if u can handle ML not being ML exactly.
- It’s really hard for me, personally, to let go of the fact that the ML wasn’t “himself” he was the dickwad alpha (for the sake of this summary I’ll call him dickwad) Initially, you feel for the omega, and then u think to urself as their backstory begins WHOA U LOVED THE ML AND DATED?? And then he leaves and albeit the first time is horrible between him and dickwad BUT THEN HE KEEPS FUCKING HIM.
I CANT like I get contextually he was vulnerable, but you had someone YOU LOVED, and you still went to fuck this mf cuz he “filled something in you?” Aside from holes? You looked for ML in him, but like… he was a dick what tf did you think-
And then to backtrack a little, right after his death, it was insane to me that the ML (as dickwad) tells him to forget him and he just goes ok. Like oh my god this was your first love supposedly and you just go and play happy house for a while with the ML? Idc if he went to the funeral home multiple days, and then u cried for him multiple times yada yada yada like… no one is saying he need to be miserable but the guy your now STUCK to RAPED YOU, DISREGARDED YOU, USED YOU MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES and you’re just happy to smile along with his change and have no problem with it?
Like I’m not victim blaming him cuz yes he was assaulted and his circumstances were hard, but he had no fucking backbone to separate from him when he had the chance. Especially CUZ HE SUPPOSEDLY WASNT IN LOVE WITH THE DICKWAD??? Supposedly.
He could’ve with the maid dress. He could’ve with the beginning blowjobs. He could’ve with the FUCKING THREESOME??? But no, no he kept getting whisked away by the dickwad MEANWHILE THE ML WANTING TO PROPOSE.
And to continue on the prior point, sincerely what would’ve happened if dickwad hadn’t had died? And the ML stayed alive???? Like would he just have CONTINUED on his self sacrificial and hatred bullshit and would ML keep vying for him even if eh was imprinted considering he was happy being with him even IN AN ENTIRELY HORRIBLE DIFFERENT BODY?
It’s like he keeps cussing him out in his head, and hating him, but guess what homie ur in his fucking body. What tf does that serve him?
To summarize - It just felt like he was getting cucked by himself but not himself.
I could not fucking stand it, sincerely, the only saving grace was the last chapter and special. I was happy to see the kid didn’t look like the dickwad and then happy to see the OG in the Valentine’s Day special.
It’s not anything the story did, if anything it’s good. But every fiber of my being rejects it - I can’t even begin to express how PISSED it made me.
FULL SPOILERS AHEAD. !!!!This is just a rant!!! Story was ok, read if u can handle ML not being ML exactly.
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It’s really hard for me, personally, to let go of the fact that the ML wasn’t “himself” he was the dickwad alpha (for the sake of this summary I’ll call him dickwad)
Initially, you feel for the omega, and then u think to urself as their backstory begins WHOA U LOVED THE ML AND DATED?? And then he leaves and albeit the first time is horrible between him and dickwad BUT THEN HE KEEPS FUCKING HIM.
I CANT like I get contextually he was vulnerable, but you had someone YOU LOVED, and you still went to fuck this mf cuz he “filled something in you?” Aside from holes? You looked for ML in him, but like… he was a dick what tf did you think-
And then to backtrack a little, right after his death, it was insane to me that the ML (as dickwad) tells him to forget him and he just goes ok. Like oh my god this was your first love supposedly and you just go and play happy house for a while with the ML? Idc if he went to the funeral home multiple days, and then u cried for him multiple times yada yada yada like… no one is saying he need to be miserable but the guy your now STUCK to RAPED YOU, DISREGARDED YOU, USED YOU MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES and you’re just happy to smile along with his change and have no problem with it?
Like I’m not victim blaming him cuz yes he was assaulted and his circumstances were hard, but he had no fucking backbone to separate from him when he had the chance. Especially CUZ HE SUPPOSEDLY WASNT IN LOVE WITH THE DICKWAD??? Supposedly.
He could’ve with the maid dress.
He could’ve with the beginning blowjobs.
He could’ve with the FUCKING THREESOME???
But no, no he kept getting whisked away by the dickwad MEANWHILE THE ML WANTING TO PROPOSE.
And to continue on the prior point, sincerely what would’ve happened if dickwad hadn’t had died? And the ML stayed alive???? Like would he just have CONTINUED on his self sacrificial and hatred bullshit and would ML keep vying for him even if eh was imprinted considering he was happy being with him even IN AN ENTIRELY HORRIBLE DIFFERENT BODY?
It’s like he keeps cussing him out in his head, and hating him, but guess what homie ur in his fucking body. What tf does that serve him?
To summarize - It just felt like he was getting cucked by himself but not himself.
I could not fucking stand it, sincerely, the only saving grace was the last chapter and special.
I was happy to see the kid didn’t look like the dickwad and then happy to see the OG in the Valentine’s Day special.