As an advocate of the wellness of mental health in BL characters, as far as trauma goes, Jiwon needs a therapist!! One that will not only talk to him but engage him in activities that could make him boost his confidence. All of this is rooted in insecurity conditioned by deserve to be killed coach. He's afraid of making mistskes, be likeable, suit his partner's wants because he's afraid he'll get hurt if he is not because that's what the freaking coach did. Also, the bullying that happened before? It just constantly conditioned him to be so conscious of what other people say.
As an advocate of the wellness of mental health in BL characters, as far as trauma goes, Jiwon needs a therapist!! One that will not only talk to him but engage him in activities that could make him boost his confidence. All of this is rooted in insecurity conditioned by deserve to be killed coach. He's afraid of making mistskes, be likeable, suit his partner's wants because he's afraid he'll get hurt if he is not because that's what the freaking coach did. Also, the bullying that happened before? It just constantly conditioned him to be so conscious of what other people say.