you can try indomitable champion, MADK, no reason, non zero sum, metamorphosis, devilman crybaby, goodnight punpun, banana fish, the horizon, girls last tour, kitanai kimi ga ichibahn kawaii, the flowers of evil, dead tube, happy sugar life,homoculus, blood on tracks, ichi the killer, vagabond, gantz, claymore, arigatou , blade of the immortal, die wergelder, battle royale, back when you called us devils, kimi ni aisarete itakatta, shigurui, fire punch, shamo, and bug boy: these are just a few that i've read, some of these lean more towards pure torture while others are more...thought provoking? youll kind of understand what i mean as you get through the list [if you havent read all of these already haha (￣∇￣") but i hope you find my reccomendations adhering to the criteria !! ]
forgot to mention a few that really stuck to me : shoujo tsubaki, midori, grimace, starving anonymous, pumpkin knight, animal human, creature! , juujika no rokunin, akumetsu, psycho past, gannibal, man hole, and glyceride: hope you find at least a bit of what youre looking for in these lists !!
Tysmmmmm
For My Weirdo
(TW constant self harm & talks of suicide. Dynamics are young broke unstable uke, loan shark seme, guilty rich guy seme)
no home
ill give you one thing that ive been rereading at least twice a year for i think 6 years now. I literally had to stop reading just to cry and hold my dog the first time i read it, but lately its just harrowing.
Zankouki no something idk i dont remember
English title: A Cruel God Reigns
you could always go with a classic like oyasumi punpun tho
or blood on the tracks
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/
(Super sad but really well written)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ashtarte/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/untouchable_lady/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
(This will have u sobbing)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_to_get_my_husband_on_my_side/
omg twin we both recommended a cruel god reigns, gimme a high five and sdiyb twin
Please i need to cry. Pls recommend something that has the mc go through absolute hell. I don't want them to be overpowering or resilient or anything. Just someone who goes through so much shit from family or just people and is lonely as hell. Even better if they die at the end. It just need to meet the criteria idc if its a shitty story or had bad art. Tyyy