I mean... That's exactly what I feel when I think about marrying my idol, ain't no way I'm gonna ruin my god. But then at the same time I want them with all my heart it's actually insane how obsessed I am, and how just a single smile from them can actually make my day better. It was bangtan before but like, they're my family noww, and I want them to really be happy with someone. Right now, It's Zi Yu, goddamn that man, I want to give him everything I have just so I can witness his glow, his smile is everything and his moles makes me want to kiss them. I want him so much it makes me physically sick but like I can't even imagine myself actually becoming his lover. Maybe that's what Hira feels, Kiyoi is his god. But his is actually within his reach, I mean Kiyoi likes him, it's just that his self esteem is beyond saving that he thinks he's dirtying his god with his presence.
I mean... That's exactly what I feel when I think about marrying my idol, ain't no way I'm gonna ruin my god. But then at the same time I want them with all my heart it's actually insane how obsessed I am, and how just a single smile from them can actually make my day better. It was bangtan before but like, they're my family noww, and I want them to really be happy with someone. Right now, It's Zi Yu, goddamn that man, I want to give him everything I have just so I can witness his glow, his smile is everything and his moles makes me want to kiss them. I want him so much it makes me physically sick but like I can't even imagine myself actually becoming his lover. Maybe that's what Hira feels, Kiyoi is his god. But his is actually within his reach, I mean Kiyoi likes him, it's just that his self esteem is beyond saving that he thinks he's dirtying his god with his presence.