
I’m not. I’m just saying FOR ME, and I’m not talking about the super unhealthy stalkers. I obviously know stalkers in general aren’t good hence my: lack of self respect.
But cmon I don’t wanna work daily to freaking live. So it would be nice to have someone that wants you this much enough to provide for you (it doesn’t even need to be a stalker. I just read a stalker story so I guess it fed off that).

I had stalkers and yes they’re scary, not those type I meant. I mean the ones that actually aren’t controlling, respected your space and consensual. I only wrote this post without thinking much, after reading this cute story about some stalker dude but he is pretty green flag.
It doesn’t need to be stalkers. I just want someone that loves me enough to want me if that makes sense, not that I’m a burden or anything.
I suddenly had a thought that if my stalker was handsome and rich, paid attention to me, I would take them (not super controlling ones).
After, I looked in the mirror and scrunched my face up because dang, my self respect is low.