I just.. holy shit I don't think I can live normally after reading this one. Ilyoung is like one of the most secure ML in BL manhwa I've ever seen so far and his words are so wise. I love the fact that he straight up said just suck my money dry! I like you! To get a bit personal these specific words of his hit me like a truck because I was in the same situation as Frey (getting overwhelmed by being spoiled with money) and no one was there to say these words to me. The guy who spent almost his entire savings on me, even though I didn't ask or tell him to (completely done it out of his own accord), and after many occasions of crossing and disrespecting my boundaries, flipped the fuck out and said very mean things that sort of shattered my confidence a little bit (maybe a lot) when I told him I want outr. I'm not usually insecure of myself, but he said I don't deserve any friends and basically bodyshamed me over the fact that I rejected his advances. I've already struggled enough within my campus department, with some of my classmates (whom I trusted) going around spreading false rumours about me AND HE'S AWARE OF ALL OF IT, and he's really out here putting more salt in the wound. THEN he tried to spread a false rumour about me accusing that I "shit talk" about him. The audacity. He didn't even officially ask me out. We barely knew each other. Out of nowhere his friends started calling me his gf and joked around about marriage. What the hell. Thank god I'm out of all this mess.
Anyway.. it was like Ilyoung was speaking to me, as delusional as it sounds. But really, his words somehow.. healed me? Touched an old wound I didn't know exist? I didn't even realise I was so hurt and bothered by the dude's asshole behaviour until I read this. Like sure I should be grateful it just ended on a bitter note but why. Why can't it end nicely. Why can't he accept rejection? No, wait.. why did he even try to pursue me romantically in the first place if he's not even confident with himself or thinks that this will somehow work? He can't even handle rejection. The audacity. I hate that he immediately switched to being completely rude and mean. So all that kindness and sweet talk were fake to lure me in. Fucking hell. Fuck this asshole. Can't believe a yaoi taught me more about relationships more than my own relationship brah
I just.. holy shit I don't think I can live normally after reading this one. Ilyoung is like one of the most secure ML in BL manhwa I've ever seen so far and his words are so wise. I love the fact that he straight up said just suck my money dry! I like you! To get a bit personal these specific words of his hit me like a truck because I was in the same situation as Frey (getting overwhelmed by being spoiled with money) and no one was there to say these words to me. The guy who spent almost his entire savings on me, even though I didn't ask or tell him to (completely done it out of his own accord), and after many occasions of crossing and disrespecting my boundaries, flipped the fuck out and said very mean things that sort of shattered my confidence a little bit (maybe a lot) when I told him I want outr. I'm not usually insecure of myself, but he said I don't deserve any friends and basically bodyshamed me over the fact that I rejected his advances. I've already struggled enough within my campus department, with some of my classmates (whom I trusted) going around spreading false rumours about me AND HE'S AWARE OF ALL OF IT, and he's really out here putting more salt in the wound. THEN he tried to spread a false rumour about me accusing that I "shit talk" about him. The audacity. He didn't even officially ask me out. We barely knew each other. Out of nowhere his friends started calling me his gf and joked around about marriage. What the hell. Thank god I'm out of all this mess.
Anyway.. it was like Ilyoung was speaking to me, as delusional as it sounds. But really, his words somehow.. healed me? Touched an old wound I didn't know exist? I didn't even realise I was so hurt and bothered by the dude's asshole behaviour until I read this. Like sure I should be grateful it just ended on a bitter note but why. Why can't it end nicely. Why can't he accept rejection? No, wait.. why did he even try to pursue me romantically in the first place if he's not even confident with himself or thinks that this will somehow work? He can't even handle rejection. The audacity. I hate that he immediately switched to being completely rude and mean. So all that kindness and sweet talk were fake to lure me in. Fucking hell. Fuck this asshole. Can't believe a yaoi taught me more about relationships more than my own relationship brah