I think only those who have known depressed people or suffered from extreme depression can understand this character and her actions. She's not acting this way because of the original plot, but because she sees no value in herself. Nix acts like the intrusive thoughts that always lead to the same conclusion: she doesn't deserve to be happy, everyone hates her, the harm that was done is so immense that she doesn't deserve forgiveness. The portrayal of depression in this story is quite accurate, it's a shame that this leads to hatred for the character. After all, the fact that she doesn't recognize people's love for her and/or is afraid of this feeling is misunderstood, but in the real world, it's the same; there are always those who think it's nonsense. Why do you think so many people with this level of depression commit suicide?
I think only those who have known depressed people or suffered from extreme depression can understand this character and her actions. She's not acting this way because of the original plot, but because she sees no value in herself. Nix acts like the intrusive thoughts that always lead to the same conclusion: she doesn't deserve to be happy, everyone hates her, the harm that was done is so immense that she doesn't deserve forgiveness. The portrayal of depression in this story is quite accurate, it's a shame that this leads to hatred for the character. After all, the fact that she doesn't recognize people's love for her and/or is afraid of this feeling is misunderstood, but in the real world, it's the same; there are always those who think it's nonsense. Why do you think so many people with this level of depression commit suicide?