Babe, you made it ABSURDLY clear you wanted to be done with this and when you "found" miss fraud and still went through with that despite the obvious feelings, he took it as a "he really wants me gone" thought and honestly I would, too. If you want ya boy, YOU make the effort to get him this time. Show him you really do care and gtfo out your comfort zone because that's not leading you to kissing the guy! It's the reality.
Babe, you made it ABSURDLY clear you wanted to be done with this and when you "found" miss fraud and still went through with that despite the obvious feelings, he took it as a "he really wants me gone" thought and honestly I would, too. If you want ya boy, YOU make the effort to get him this time. Show him you really do care and gtfo out your comfort zone because that's not leading you to kissing the guy! It's the reality.