Ummmmm

I don’t know what to think about this really.. I was just scrolling through the explicit scenes at the end of the story and stopped caring for it. A lot if not most of the explicit scenes in the story felt forceful and violent to me, even the one where the MC confesses his feelings. They never discuss things, really, the end felt rushed (a lot of information missing) and their relationship is just a mess to me. I mean, the main character got shot by his « lover » because he tried to leave and they never really talk about it, when it comes up in a conversation they just gloss it over, so I guess this is normal ? Whenever her tries to initiate a serious conversation they somehow end up naked and in bed.. The Tsar’s father appears like twice, and the cousin.. the cousin was just annoying. His whole personality was just him being « THE tsar’s stalker » and him trying to get rid of the MC, that’s all. Welp