Forgotten yaoi title

Completely forgot the name of this manhwa but I remember it being a 1000/10. Pure art and beautifully written with flawed and lifelike characters. From what i remember MC/uke was a university student he dyed his hair blonde. His parents were constantly falling for this church/cult scam sending them wat more money than they can afford. I think they (the parents) got roped into it because MC was really sick as a kid. MC was also studying to be an actor(?). He has a friend who was famous with brown hair who was secretly being abused by his bosses.

ML was hyper depressed and an author. He was using MC as a standing-in/replacement (whatever you want to call it) for someone he kept on seeing in his dreams. There’s one point where MC dyed his hair back to black and ML is like you don’t look like him anymore. They obviously break up and ML tries chasing MC back. He tries explaining his own childhood trauma d MC is reminded of his own parents situation and the similarities between himself, ML and his parents. Stuff happens, the get back together, happy days and the end.

I’m hoping someone can help me out! My dumb ass forgot to mark it as already read