it's like im reading myself lol i was like juseok back then but in middle school though. iwas always the first every time, always the president and this guy just like nadeul always always the second place. he's always right next to me, being the vice president, whether it be in quiz beez, competitions, clubs, and such. i really really hated him that time because it seems to me that i was just a (scapegoat) for him idek why i felt this since he was soo popular, and people just love him more (handsome, athletic, intelligent and super friendly) and feel like im just at the top because i only excel more but he's always been the people's favorite. as much as i hated him back then, i also (ugh) liked him nonetheless i hate how conflicting my feelings are for him SO I RESONATE WITH JUSEOK SOOOO MUCH i hate how he's so good at everything and i always have to compete with him yet at the same i also like him and i didn't even know when it started. reading this feel like witnessing us. i graduated valedictorian and he's the salutatorian and im so glad (and not) that we separate ways in high school yet over the years and still now it's like im living at his shadow. the only thing that separates us from nadeul and juseok is we didn't get drunk or kissed and end up in someone's bed (we did held hands tho and he was my partner even in dancing
it's like im reading myself lol i was like juseok back then but in middle school though. iwas always the first every time, always the president and this guy just like nadeul always always the second place. he's always right next to me, being the vice president, whether it be in quiz beez, competitions, clubs, and such. i really really hated him that time because it seems to me that i was just a (scapegoat) for him idek why i felt this since he was soo popular, and people just love him more (handsome, athletic, intelligent and super friendly) and feel like im just at the top because i only excel more but he's always been the people's favorite. as much as i hated him back then, i also (ugh) liked him nonetheless i hate how conflicting my feelings are for him SO I RESONATE WITH JUSEOK SOOOO MUCH i hate how he's so good at everything and i always have to compete with him yet at the same i also like him and i didn't even know when it started. reading this feel like witnessing us. i graduated valedictorian and he's the salutatorian and im so glad (and not) that we separate ways in high school yet over the years and still now it's like im living at his shadow. the only thing that separates us from nadeul and juseok is we didn't get drunk or kissed and end up in someone's bed (we did held hands tho and he was my partner even in dancing