
*spoiler*
Do you mean in the first life? Because from what I remember after Ido abducts him back to the villa a few weeks or like a month passes? And the entire his doofus ass is groveling albeit Sejin isn’t aware of that’s
In the second life after Ido asks Sejin to do whatever he wants (i.e leave him) he does and has no regrets. There I think three months or so pass and it’s nearly been a year of their marriage (second timeline). In that timeline since he’s imprinted and he reciprocated his feelings with Ido he can now feel or sense Ido’s regret and his self-resentment if that makes sense. But Sejin doesn’t budge and is trying to live each day as it occurs. It isn’t until Ido barges in his place of work that things start to change.

https://booktoki468.com/novel/5608382?book=BL%2FGL
Chapter 86 is this chapter. It’s been split 60% through so next week will continue where we left off :(
Use Papago extension instead of the regular MTL
But damn Sejin choosing to shoot himself in the chest point blank he wanted that pain to stop and stopped it did. He even said that he didn’t feel any pain??
Usually they have the protagonists do the head shot which theoretically can be a missed shot or just prolong your suffering lol
But nope Sejin went for the jugular and held that gun to his chest and BOOM