Ah you'll probably be the one suffering more than Ain ever will (⊙…⊙ )
Fuuuckkkk, is there any actual good story where the shitty ML really suffers before they get together?
Hmm if you want angsty novels with a scummy younger top (but not shitty to the point he's completely irredeemable with great karma) then I'd suggest my favorites:
In love with an idiot
Winner takes all
If you want a manhwa that is light on the angst but still has a great ML redemption arc then I'd suggest:
The third ending
If you want a novel/manhwa that completely rips your soul with angst and makes you curse all forms of life when you just need a reason to cry on your periods then may I suggest (there is ML redemption here as well but the MLs are so fucking awful that they need to just k*ll themselves):
10 years where I loved you the most
Sissy
Black lotus
I hope you'll gimme a feedback after finishing any of these lol
Thank youuuuuuu
Oh my fucking god if they don't make him suffer before they get together imma lose my shit and throw it at the wall cuz he's fucking annoying at this point