I feel you i used to read this back in 2017 and kept going through it just to see how it ends and it truamatized me for years, finally i was able to heal after reading this wholesome masterpiece 'Non Zero Sum' i hope you find healing in it as well
A while ago I read a bit of it and I was about to get myself admitted to a mental hospital
I put it aside because I’m not in the right state for that right now
but hopefully soon I’ll get back to this healing story
No Reason is also very wholesome…I sometimes will just be chillin minding my own business and get a flashback to a scene in it and it will just turn my whole mood around…
five years ago when i first read this i made a deal with myself to come back every six months and wholeheartedly hate on this trash
this is my tenth return and for the tenth time i wanna say i still can’t understand how such a disgusting story was written or how anyone’s mind could come up with this nonsense
even now i feel like smashing my phone screen, going in, and setting fire to everyone and everything in there
i’ll never feel better about this piece of shit for as long as i live