Years reading BL in general, and this one has been one of the few the left me speechless since forever. The trauma, the scars both of them faced were so deep for their young soul. Each found different way to cover up the scars, one chose to let loose and destroy their body in other to attand salvation and forgiveness, the other locked themselves in a barrier to not face distrust. Both didn't trust, they can't, despite both being brilliant people, they covered themselves away cause of the hurt.
Despite saying he is a monster, the seme in this story is one of the greenest I have seen, his S tendencies are mostly left during segg, outside of it, he cares for his partner, he noticed other people feelings, the uke can see other people desires and greed as he is trained while the Seme unconciously does that to protect himself too. I dislike how the uke treated the seme in volume 3 but it's amazing how the author makes me understood his actions, and I don't hate him for it. They are both too problematic, thank god they found each other, please stay together and don't bring misfortune to other please.
The old man seeing himself as the uke guardian tho, you almost get him killed, what the fuq is he still viewing himself as such for? Lol.
Anyway, love the side couple, after all the trauma of the main couple, these two are genuinely the healing, slice of life couple man. They are both very cute. Also the character development is amazing, looking at them in the first volume to the fourth volume, Daimon becoming more confident and shines just as he deserved and Youhei learned to love himself, voice out his true wishes to Daimon is chef kiss. Youhei treated Daimon well, because god damn it, this guy is a true gem, and beast in bed but a gentelmen outside is really so rare in BL especially when they are written well.
Years reading BL in general, and this one has been one of the few the left me speechless since forever. The trauma, the scars both of them faced were so deep for their young soul. Each found different way to cover up the scars, one chose to let loose and destroy their body in other to attand salvation and forgiveness, the other locked themselves in a barrier to not face distrust. Both didn't trust, they can't, despite both being brilliant people, they covered themselves away cause of the hurt.
Despite saying he is a monster, the seme in this story is one of the greenest I have seen, his S tendencies are mostly left during segg, outside of it, he cares for his partner, he noticed other people feelings, the uke can see other people desires and greed as he is trained while the Seme unconciously does that to protect himself too. I dislike how the uke treated the seme in volume 3 but it's amazing how the author makes me understood his actions, and I don't hate him for it. They are both too problematic, thank god they found each other, please stay together and don't bring misfortune to other please.
The old man seeing himself as the uke guardian tho, you almost get him killed, what the fuq is he still viewing himself as such for? Lol.
Anyway, love the side couple, after all the trauma of the main couple, these two are genuinely the healing, slice of life couple man. They are both very cute.
Also the character development is amazing, looking at them in the first volume to the fourth volume, Daimon becoming more confident and shines just as he deserved and Youhei learned to love himself, voice out his true wishes to Daimon is chef kiss. Youhei treated Daimon well, because god damn it, this guy is a true gem, and beast in bed but a gentelmen outside is really so rare in BL especially when they are written well.