I hope they change the ending in manhwa cuz no way in hell I want him to end up with that ...

For me the happiest ending for my baby would be to just end it, cause none of them will leave him alone. All crazy bastards

Yeah he tries to end it but the author won't leave him in peace or let him get revenge so they wipe off his memories and let's him end up with his biggest abuser and then he gets memory back but still in love the author not Giving him any backbone

Taekgyum is worse than haeyoung. He is the one who started this chains of r*pe anx thinks rxpe is sex. They both had fun in his disgusting mind. At least, Haeyoung us psycopath so he is incapable of feeling empathy but what about other two? They can understand its wrong and they constantly rxpe at every chance they got. Haeyoung is sadist psycho. I also think he is the least motivated by sex, more motivated by anger but at least, he is consistent while the other two feel sorry for one second, blame and rxpe mc at another. I am gonna be honest. I would refer someone like Haeyoung over them because medication can kinda fix him and he is just born like that but others? Nah. They are playing "nice guys" who decided to rxpe their friend for some reason.

Heayoung being psychopathic doesn't excuse his behavior it makes him worse ..they all are worse ofc but teakyum is now feeling bad bcuz he knows that everything has started bcuz of him tho it's not enough to forgive him but still he's better than heayoung...we can't justify heayoung just bcuz he was born like this and we can't forgive teakyum either just bcuz he's feeling sorry now but between them teakyum is better as u said at least he knows what's good and right and can feel guilt unlike heayoung. And don't even talk about that third guy I hate him with every fiber of my being I have always hated that troup that acts like he's the kindess and genuinely care but then is tempted and do THE SAME THING I HATE IT. STILL teakyum better among them. He was genuinely started to have feelings for him

I never said its excusable. But to be honest, i dont even hate him because psycho is psycho. Its not his fault He cant feel those things.
And Taekgyums feeling sorry is very shallow. He doesnt feel bad for rxpe. He feels bad for beating and torture. He is the one who started everything. The first rxpist and even He "supposedly" so sad that, that never stopped him rxping mc again. And he gets more frustrated "mc keep choosing haeyoung" but then rxpes him again because "how dare mc reject him". He is more "sexually motivated" than haeyoung too. Remember what he said to mc? "Just let me fck you whenever we want, then i will treat you better" its so disgusting. This is the dynamic between mc and him. He is someone who can understand good and bad but still choose bad and blame victim. Compared to Haeyoung who is literally incapable of feeling those things. Also, Haeyoung is the least sexually motivated. Unlike others, he can spend time with mc without rxping him. He can play the role of good friend but the other two is like hungry horny animals.

- And lets talk about consequences. The other two was got away and left at the end. Haeyoung torture himself as punishment for hurting mc. So at least, he was hurted.

- Now, besides the fact that mc obviously deserve better than all of them, why haeyoung is better choice?
1) Mc loves him. Imagine if mc chose one of the other, after the rxpe. That would be weird, as if rxpe made him fall in love with them.
2) He is the only one who faced some şort of karma and consequences by torturing himself.
3) Haeyoung can spend a life without sex. Mc is obviously traumatized by rxpe so sex itself might be trigger. Unlike other two, Haeyoung can just be there without sex. There is literally preiod of Haeyoung stopped touching mc, unlike other two animal.
4) Mcs relationship with other two is pretty much cycle. Even if they felt bad, they immediately switch to other side. Their inconsistency is definitely horrible for mc. And about haeyoung, he is incapable of feeling bad but he can punish himself in his own way. I think Haeyoung can and does stop the abuser role because violence was just a way to keep uke. But later in novel, Haeyoung try to help mc with his trauma. He doesnt force or push him into anything. He is literally just there. Does that erase what he did? No. But i cant ever imagine the other two doing better job at helping mc for his trauma.

- Dont get me wrong, Haewon deserves better but Haeyoung is better choice than other two. Main reason i will never accept the other two is simple. I know their so called guilt and love is fake. Yesz it is more fake than whatever obsession haeyoung has.like, man. Whenever i read Haeyoung and Haewoon, i could read the drama, intensity, their interaction and psychology because it focused on how they were feeling more than sex. When they interactz i could see them actually talking or listening in some way But whenever mc was with others, they keep forcing mc to be their boyfriend, then rxpe him. Look at how many scenes they have without rxpe. Mcs interaction with them without rxpe is almost nonexistence. They only repeat "choose me, i am better, let me fck you, choose me", even mc never once really cared for them or said No. This is why mc stopped talking because they were never listening. Thats also why i would lead into haeyoung more. At least, mc chose haeyoung despite knowing his psycho side. He was also obssessed with him in a way too. Like, at least there is choice and something mutual here. Something more than psychical stuffs.