i need lobotomy

i need to get lobotomized and get this manhwa implanted into my brain bc this is all im gonna think about for the next two months.

goodness gracious i truly love this series i locked tf in to finish it in one sitting. i love juhyeok so much. he's such a refreshing character. i need to put him in my pocket rn. it was so bittersweet and yet lovely and funny too. i love the other characters too. i love sihyeon's persistence. i love the way he tried to win over juhyeok. surprisingly, weonyi also turned out to be an interesting character too. and gido. oh that made me so sad tbh but i hope he's able to find closure and his own happiness. hopefully able to find it in him to actually love his gf, or just anyone else atp tbh, bc it seemed like he was hung up on juhyeok until the very end.

but the other couple oh what if i kill myself. then what. they genuinely made me cry so bad. on one hand, i do hate heetae so much bc of everything he had done, but on the other, i feel so much for mr. lee for still loving him despite everything. i wish heetae would've been kinder to mr. lee from the start. realistically, i would never wish for them to reconcile, bc who can guarantee heetae wouldnt repeat his mistakes? but since its a manhwa (lol) i genuinely wish they would find themselves in a kinder love towards each other. bc no matter how late he realized he was wrong for taking mr. lee for granted, he truly tried to fix his mistakes. i wish he could learn to be a better person.