I'm sad...when I started this manhwa I hated the mc and now I feel extremely heartbroken for him. I feel soo bad for him. I also didn't like the ml for being so rough with the mc but now I can understand his perspective better so I also feel kinda bad for him but I still can't forgive him for how he treated the mc at the beginning. The only people I didn't like in this manhwa is mc's ex sex friend and the ml's brother (and the father and that woman maybe but they're irrelevant characters). The lesbian couple are nice, kind and lovely. I love them but I feel so bad. The ending was sad, it would've nice to see a time skip where they're happy and the mc has recovered...I still feel so complicated I don't know why...maybe that's why I can't give it a 5 stars. I can't feel relieved with the ending...the whole 58 chapters were sad, depressing and rough. Even in the last chapters, it felt like the mc was not truly happy or healed. He's been abused so much that he thinks that the ml will abandon him if he doesn't want to have sex with him. The mc thinks his only worth or use is his body. He's addicted to sex and not because he wants to be...but because he got abused, was made to take drugs non-consensually and treated as a hindrance by most peaple in his life and I feel so bad for him...Whenever he's feeling vulnerable he plays it off as a joke and can't be honest with his feelings. He's so alone...
I'm sad...when I started this manhwa I hated the mc and now I feel extremely heartbroken for him. I feel soo bad for him. I also didn't like the ml for being so rough with the mc but now I can understand his perspective better so I also feel kinda bad for him but I still can't forgive him for how he treated the mc at the beginning.
The only people I didn't like in this manhwa is mc's ex sex friend and the ml's brother (and the father and that woman maybe but they're irrelevant characters). The lesbian couple are nice, kind and lovely. I love them but I feel so bad.
The ending was sad, it would've nice to see a time skip where they're happy and the mc has recovered...I still feel so complicated I don't know why...maybe that's why I can't give it a 5 stars. I can't feel relieved with the ending...the whole 58 chapters were sad, depressing and rough. Even in the last chapters, it felt like the mc was not truly happy or healed.
He's been abused so much that he thinks that the ml will abandon him if he doesn't want to have sex with him. The mc thinks his only worth or use is his body. He's addicted to sex and not because he wants to be...but because he got abused, was made to take drugs non-consensually and treated as a hindrance by most peaple in his life and I feel so bad for him...Whenever he's feeling vulnerable he plays it off as a joke and can't be honest with his feelings. He's so alone...