try color recipe by harada!
Any of the works by harada or zaria
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/in_good_faith_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_down_saja/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haikei_pass_jougi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kegare_no_nai_hito/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/descent_to_hell/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_face_of_my_brother_that_only_i_know/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/danshikou_no_hime_kousoku_ihansha_o_chikubi_kaihatsu_mesu_ka_choukyou/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/brother_and_brother_1/
thanks queens ill check them
looking for yaoi with violent rape like sadistic beauty bl or Reverse Thinking and it is not glossed over