He was raped? Because he got a pretty face? And then he weaponized his body so no one can ...

I don’t think you understand throughout his back story nothing about his face was said. He was talking about how people around him especially his parents reacted so differently to the different genders that raped him, they reacted with tears and shame when he was a child raped by a man, but reacted with blame when his grown woman of a tutor raped him A CHILD (who was maybe 8-10 yrs old) and when he got older and people found out they only hyped him up cause men who get raped by women at a young Age aren’t taken seriously and it should be something he was “proud of” but even he said “they didn’t understand how I felt” (paraphrased). And women started to view him as a piece of meat and he saw his body as a “weapon” and was digusted by it. He like a lot of rape victims became hyper sexual as a result of his trauma he kept doing it so that he could erase what had happened until to him sex felt like nothing. This was very clear and well written idk how you understood it