
If those 60+ chapters had actually shown even a bit of his pov, and not just Dan's, maybe it wouldn't feel so rushed. There's A LOT that's happened with us only ever seeing one pov. I guess he does know when he's been "too much" or abusive, but since he always considered Dan as a tool rather than a person and that his focus was solely on winning an being a champion, he justified those actions as "means to an end"

I think he knows what he is doing but he is too concerned about himself and winning, and pushing his feelings towards Kim Dan aside because the more attached he is, the more its not something he should be getting on(trauma from his parents), i think from chapters before he mentioned it briefly. I forgot which chapter tho, but he hinted that. That's why he looked for Kim Dan's replacement because he was denying his feelings.
Though i liked it, does anyone else feel like it’s weird how suddenly Jaekyung can articulate his feelings so clearly? I feel like it should have taken him a while to understand himself, but I guess he knows his self better that i gave him credit for.