Im still only at ch.26 and i actually really enjoy this, and its not because of just the romance or bullshit but how they make me sympathize and love the MC. I love his insecurities, how he knows his weaknesses but cant seem to put into actions on how to fix it. The reality of being a worker and student, how he sees the gap between himself and others and that inferiority complex like he doesn't deny any of his feelings, just dwells on them a lot. A good portrayal of “i dont need to be in debt, getting raped, sexually assaulted and etc. to be a tragic/sad character” i know i feel for characters that have been in those circumstances but the rape and debt trope is always everywhere that its mostly being used for fetish content now when they claim their character is tragic and still romance their mc and abuser.
Our mc isnt alone, he doesnt have to do all the work himself but he still does because he hates owing people and we see that along the way. He still gets along with people and is still confident and knows his rights as a person. He gets panic attacks from his trauma that is always evident in the chapters, he is torn from guilt about dating a brother figure, someone he grew up with but isnt really his blood. People wouldnt see an issue with it but he does, he feels and knows that its wrong and he crashes out because of it. Oh my god i hope it doesnt get butchered in the later chapters this is so fun.
Im still only at ch.26 and i actually really enjoy this, and its not because of just the romance or bullshit but how they make me sympathize and love the MC. I love his insecurities, how he knows his weaknesses but cant seem to put into actions on how to fix it. The reality of being a worker and student, how he sees the gap between himself and others and that inferiority complex like he doesn't deny any of his feelings, just dwells on them a lot. A good portrayal of “i dont need to be in debt, getting raped, sexually assaulted and etc. to be a tragic/sad character” i know i feel for characters that have been in those circumstances but the rape and debt trope is always everywhere that its mostly being used for fetish content now when they claim their character is tragic and still romance their mc and abuser.
Our mc isnt alone, he doesnt have to do all the work himself but he still does because he hates owing people and we see that along the way. He still gets along with people and is still confident and knows his rights as a person. He gets panic attacks from his trauma that is always evident in the chapters, he is torn from guilt about dating a brother figure, someone he grew up with but isnt really his blood. People wouldnt see an issue with it but he does, he feels and knows that its wrong and he crashes out because of it. Oh my god i hope it doesnt get butchered in the later chapters this is so fun.