Sometimes it really bothers me that the one Carsen first loved was the original Mathen who died for him
Like it's okay to have a different first love but it's really weird that mc then inhabits his body and acts just like him enough that Carsen also loves him
Like I can never tell if Carsen is still hung up on the og Mathen or if our mc is actually also the og Mathen but doesn't remember it. JUst makes it weird cuz like his family is mourning him but they dont get to come to this world and reunite with him and he doesn't even seem to miss them
Sometimes it really bothers me that the one Carsen first loved was the original Mathen who died for him
Like it's okay to have a different first love but it's really weird that mc then inhabits his body and acts just like him enough that Carsen also loves him
Like I can never tell if Carsen is still hung up on the og Mathen or if our mc is actually also the og Mathen but doesn't remember it. JUst makes it weird cuz like his family is mourning him but they dont get to come to this world and reunite with him and he doesn't even seem to miss them