I really liked authors “dear gene” and came to read more stories from them but this one ultimately triggered me like really bad! I like bl so ultimately I’m use to sadly seeing these topic portrayed and I usually can handle it but this one broke me. I have a few issues with it; the pacing was not the best, idk how we got from him feeding him to him raping him and I don’t know how the kid did what he was able to do, I didn’t really see the grooming aspect which is why to me the story seemed to treat the kid and the rapist as equals more than a victim being groomed into this abusive pedophilic relationship? The portrayal to someone who’s gone through this didn’t seem correct, also I need authors to know that you can portray scenes in horror and psychological media without getting super explicit. I didn’t need to see this man fully rape this kid and I didn’t need to see all the other scenes, I wfeel the author could have cleverly input more of the fish scenes into those explicit moments bc I was so busy skipping through them I’m probably missing a lot of info which makes it hard to understand the whole story :(
I really liked authors “dear gene” and came to read more stories from them but this one ultimately triggered me like really bad! I like bl so ultimately I’m use to sadly seeing these topic portrayed and I usually can handle it but this one broke me. I have a few issues with it; the pacing was not the best, idk how we got from him feeding him to him raping him and I don’t know how the kid did what he was able to do, I didn’t really see the grooming aspect which is why to me the story seemed to treat the kid and the rapist as equals more than a victim being groomed into this abusive pedophilic relationship? The portrayal to someone who’s gone through this didn’t seem correct, also I need authors to know that you can portray scenes in horror and psychological media without getting super explicit. I didn’t need to see this man fully rape this kid and I didn’t need to see all the other scenes, I wfeel the author could have cleverly input more of the fish scenes into those explicit moments bc I was so busy skipping through them I’m probably missing a lot of info which makes it hard to understand the whole story :(