the story is becoming less and less about bdsm and both partners being pleasured and way more about richard using Courtney as a method of self harm. and although courtney enjoys their play more now, her level of satisfaction isn't nearly enough for me.
also choking is not about almost killing someone hello???? it should feel pleasurable from the sub's side from the hypoxia/oxygen rush and pleasurable from the dom's side in asserting control (depriving the sub at their will, and then rewarding them in turn with sweet sweet oxygen) bdsm should always prioritize safety and enjoyment from both parties, and instead we're doing russian roulette with how many times can we make richard pass out before he gets brain damage.
final thought? after reading My sadistic master, this just pales in comparison. i've seen a grown man ask his sub to pee in his mouth and richard's big ask is choking? grow up like (づ￣ ³￣)づ
the story is becoming less and less about bdsm and both partners being pleasured and way more about richard using Courtney as a method of self harm. and although courtney enjoys their play more now, her level of satisfaction isn't nearly enough for me.
also choking is not about almost killing someone hello???? it should feel pleasurable from the sub's side from the hypoxia/oxygen rush and pleasurable from the dom's side in asserting control (depriving the sub at their will, and then rewarding them in turn with sweet sweet oxygen) bdsm should always prioritize safety and enjoyment from both parties, and instead we're doing russian roulette with how many times can we make richard pass out before he gets brain damage.
final thought? after reading My sadistic master, this just pales in comparison. i've seen a grown man ask his sub to pee in his mouth and richard's big ask is choking? grow up like (づ￣ ³￣)づ